Tuesday, 3 January 2012

Change.

I'm crying. This is the first time I'm crying so hard.

You know that one time you think you'll be able to get through everything, but you can't because everything seems so different it scares you.

School is cool. The class itself is very.... unique. I'm okay with them, I guess. It's just very different, not much to say in that aspect. Some are friendly enough to smile and say hi, but.. heh.

I guess this is change, huh? It just strikes up to you, it's so cruel for not waiting for you to get a hang of yourself.

I guess it'll get better.

That's what I came here for. Not the studies, nor the people, nor the aim to get good grades or money. I'm here for the experience. To learn how to live and actually adapt. What will I get if I only stay home with nothing at all? What is the point of life when the only two places I go to are home, school, and church?

Besides, what is life without problems and hardships? The bright side of this is that I'll learn to actually be independent and live.

And it's a lesson of a life time.

The negative side is... Neh. Let's not talk about that, shall we?

Gonna wipe my tears away, some lessons are painful but it is worth it.


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